Friday, March 23, 2012
At The Bottom of My Ferris Wheel
I'm sorry for being dramatically melancholics right now (or maybe this lately). Not at my best state at this current, emotionally. Nothing went wrong much, maybe a few; but heck should I care. My previous post clearly set a good example that this blog doesn't sparkles rainbows all of the time. I'm sorry for letting myself down.
:(
AFIF KAMAL
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
My friends hated it, like they usually do!
"Wouldn't it be cool if one just accept another people freely without being judgmental based on their appearances".
I just carve-hair-designed my bald hair to somewhat artistic piece of sunny-cloud carving. My friends here don't like it which lowered my self-esteem already. Sadly no one cares this feeling of mine which left me blogging about it to get some other people attention.
I remembered the last time I mohawk-ed my hair, they gave me that I don't-know-you kind of expression. Not much different when I straighten my hair, they just don't get it. Same goes when I bald my hair, only they accept it for some pilgrimage reason. I still knows my boundaries, yeah. It is just hair guys, not a tattoo. When the time comes, it will grows back. What's the fuzz really?
Sorry friends if you read this, I just want my humbly feeling came across and not by my emotion-less act/face of mine like I usually did when you gave me that 'urgh' sounds. I just can't take it. Not this time. And NO, it was never my intention to degrading you as a friend that I cherished all cause I just wanna clear things up. Don't prick me!
Sorry friends if you read this, I just want my humbly feeling came across and not by my emotion-less act/face of mine like I usually did when you gave me that 'urgh' sounds. I just can't take it. Not this time. And NO, it was never my intention to degrading you as a friend that I cherished all cause I just wanna clear things up. Don't prick me!
Internship | Demanding or still didn't find the right one?
Howdie, mates! waddup...
So, I've come to this phase where usually I've never talk or think about it but somehow it eventually comes to me (to blog about it). Nope, it has nothing to do with puberty, gosh! It's internship. Yeah, we get the lame jokes since this post title already highlighting the topic clearly. Duh!
So, internship...or some people like to refer it as practicum or industrial training. ~require some big time decision making among graduates/under-grads to build their career path. Some believes that the opportunity given to having an intern on that any particular company they're placed at would mean a secure after-grad-placement. Thereby, most under-grads(like me) were too keen with which company they want to work at. Thus, making them being too choosy and overlook the main goals for having an internship which is to gain as much experience instead of moolah from a real life industry.
To discuss about this issue it would be a never ending debates but one thing for sure I'm still waiting for a reply from any two distinctive ICT company that I've applied to. FYI, I've just submitted my resume somewhat few hours before I made this post. So it might takes a week or so for me to update this blog to give you the result whether I've been accepted or not for an internship placement.
Just now, Mom told me, "Don't put all the eggs in one basket". She's telling me to not just stick with one option...which I usually does. I used to only focusing on one thing, but eventually if that one thing didn't work I would be left in despair and frustrated. Same goes when I'm applying for this internship, I only have this mind of mine which telling me to go for only this one company and somehow being over-confident that I would nailed it. To think that back again, I do know there are a lot under-grads like me (and even better) that would to-die-for working at that company...thus the competition is stiff.
Right now, heck I'm nervous waiting for the reply.
XY
AFIF KAMAL
So, I've come to this phase where usually I've never talk or think about it but somehow it eventually comes to me (to blog about it). Nope, it has nothing to do with puberty, gosh! It's internship. Yeah, we get the lame jokes since this post title already highlighting the topic clearly. Duh!
So, internship...or some people like to refer it as practicum or industrial training. ~require some big time decision making among graduates/under-grads to build their career path. Some believes that the opportunity given to having an intern on that any particular company they're placed at would mean a secure after-grad-placement. Thereby, most under-grads(like me) were too keen with which company they want to work at. Thus, making them being too choosy and overlook the main goals for having an internship which is to gain as much experience instead of moolah from a real life industry.
Just now, Mom told me, "Don't put all the eggs in one basket". She's telling me to not just stick with one option...which I usually does. I used to only focusing on one thing, but eventually if that one thing didn't work I would be left in despair and frustrated. Same goes when I'm applying for this internship, I only have this mind of mine which telling me to go for only this one company and somehow being over-confident that I would nailed it. To think that back again, I do know there are a lot under-grads like me (and even better) that would to-die-for working at that company...thus the competition is stiff.
Right now, heck I'm nervous waiting for the reply.
XY
AFIF KAMAL
Monday, March 19, 2012
Sup Kentang Pija
Last week, I've been diseased with a strong hot fever due to the lack of sleep (somewhat added with jet-lag) and to make it worst, I entered a sports competition (which I turned up losing, erm actually I got a silver for some four by four running). So yup, the next day my head turned 'hot as hell', literally.
During that period of time, I don't have the appetite to eat, neither do I have the energy to do anything. But still, I could only wish someone would be kind enough to cooked a porridge for me or at least my favorite potato's soup. yada yada yada...I'm getting healthier now and a special friend of mine baru nak buatkan sup kentang for me. I don't mind it now since the soup taste great.
XY
AFIF KAMAL
During that period of time, I don't have the appetite to eat, neither do I have the energy to do anything. But still, I could only wish someone would be kind enough to cooked a porridge for me or at least my favorite potato's soup. yada yada yada...I'm getting healthier now and a special friend of mine baru nak buatkan sup kentang for me. I don't mind it now since the soup taste great.
XY
AFIF KAMAL
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Spotlight Avalanche
Check out my old re-designed website. This website in particular where I talk about music and entertainment scene mostly. Yet enough, it's not a gossip shitty.
Oh did I mentioned, TOP's at the background...I'm hoping there's a good Big Bang ALIVE promotional photos that I can used but none suits best.
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